La vie en rose
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Wth, go kill yourself z.
I know I haven’t been blogging T.T
I’m like facing a mid-life crisis now z.
I don’t know what to say.
Here’s a simple summary.
It’s as though I’m a puzzle piece that has most unfortunately been placed in the wrong place but yet still made to fit in. But in the end, no matter how much you force it in, it still won’t fit.
That’s how I feel; that’s what I think.
What I’m doing is only running away and avoiding things, which makes it worse.
There’s no point lamenting afterward when you don’t do anything to make the difference.
But the problem is, I can’t bring myself to do it.
And gosh, to make things worse, I’m suffering from the rashes.
No shit, sherlock.
Been feeling like crap and in desperate need of getting drunk.
Ah, sigh.
PLUS.
Now’s the time for tests T.T
What with all the presentations and tests and graded assignments, I think this is a positively wonderful time for someone to shoot me now lol.
Z. Damn sian.
Why won’t anyone whisk me away to Ireland where I can sing folksongs and play bagpipes wearing checkered skirts together with the guys?!
I’m too frustrated to care no more.
090109;/ Yet another shitty day.
Mood: Sleepy and emoshit. I need to get drunk.
(!!)06 – |;_ † i is obsessed with robert pattinson, shut up. ( ♥ 2d ) ;D_ says: (11:08:45 PM)
sigh
(!!)06 – |;_ † i is obsessed with robert pattinson, shut up. ( ♥ 2d ) ;D_ says: (11:08:53 PM)
i feel like life has no meaning anymore
(!!)06 – |;_ † i is obsessed with robert pattinson, shut up. ( ♥ 2d ) ;D_ says: (11:08:57 PM)
and no i’m not suicidal
Andre says: (11:09:00 PM)
how come?
Andre says: (11:09:03 PM)
well duh
Andre says: (11:09:20 PM)
otherwise i will be very guilty if i were the last person toking to u
(!!)06 – |;_ † i is obsessed with robert pattinson, shut up. ( ♥ 2d ) ;D_ says: (11:10:25 PM)
);
Andre says: (11:10:35 PM)
wat happen?
Andre says: (11:10:47 PM)
you seem to have lost all zest for life?
(!!)06 – |;_ † i is obsessed with robert pattinson, shut up. ( ♥ 2d ) ;D_ says: (11:11:21 PM)
yah
(!!)06 – |;_ † i is obsessed with robert pattinson, shut up. ( ♥ 2d ) ;D_ says: (11:11:23 PM)
);
Andre says: (11:11:31 PM)
u nid to find a purpose la
Andre says: (11:11:46 PM)
wat is ur purpose in life
Andre says: (11:11:58 PM)
you nid something to pursue or something that can spur you on
Andre says: (11:12:30 PM)
mayb its just the first week and u feel out of place in ur class but you must really see who your real frens are
Andre says: (11:12:48 PM)
they are the ones who will actually help you get through this hard time
Andre says: (11:14:08 PM)
eh dont cry hor!
(!!)06 – |;_ † i is obsessed with robert pattinson, shut up. ( ♥ 2d ) ;D_ says: (11:14:27 PM)
no i’m not crying
(!!)06 – |;_ † i is obsessed with robert pattinson, shut up. ( ♥ 2d ) ;D_ says: (11:14:30 PM)
i’m yawning
^^
But yah lah, now life’s getting to be so normal, so boring, so upsettingly mundane.
And it’s irritating the friggin’ heck outta me.
Do you understand the pain of counting down the days to year end?
You know why it’s so painful?
Because it’s only the 9th day of the year.
And it’s not even near my birthday yet.
